My Husband Pushed Me To The Floor

He was mocking me in a terrible sounding voice and yelling.
My husband pushed me to the floor. He did push and hit my mum and did other things like locking her out of the house and threatening her with violence and following through with it when she was pregnant with my brother. He did not allow me to work we had 2 children together and he did not help at all with them. He watched about a half of it without me i woke up at the halfway point. I had no idea my husband was abusing me.
I don t love him i m a bad partner bad wife and bad driver and bad shopper. He said the only reason he yells is because i don t respond to his needs. He would back me into corners while he yelled at me and i felt so helpless. Just after midnight christmas morning my husband and i got into a fight about a dumb movie which we watch together every christmas.
Posted jul 05 2012. I panicked lashing out. My husband beat me till i went with him to sign the marriage papers i left him so many times an he finds ways to get a hold of me an talk me back to bein with him he puts me down all. I grew up watching my dad abuse my mom my little brother and me so at the age of 18 i married my first husband who was 34.
My husband and i have been together for about 3 years but married for aprox 8 weeks he gets very angry when we fight and someimes punches walls throws thing ect but today he grabbed me with both hands and pushed me i get worried as to what else he may do he also gets very angry at my daughter for things cuz she wont listen but she is only 3 i know its frustrating and i accept that i too am. Dear china the other day in a heated argument my boyfriend of six years pushed me. Today my husband was telling me yet again how crappy i am. That i only ever deny him his feelings and try to shut him up.
He was sweet and loving when i met him but that all changed after we married. I told him to please stop yelling. Eventually though he started kicking off with me i was 7 at the time and that snapped my mum into realising that she had to get him out. He has punched walls and thrown things in the past but he has never pushed me before.
He then started pushing me i was holding our daughter she was screaming and he pushed me so hard that i fell on the floor whilst holding our daughter and hurt all my back after it all ended i kept reminding him that he pushed me onto the floor while i was holding his child and that we are also ttc and i could be pregnant and he just kept. How to define physical abuse in relationships. I walked out and never responded to his phone calls or text messages where he said i was in the wrong and owe him an apology. When i asked why he said it was because my power nap turned into a three hour nap and because all i do is sleep.
Once he pushed me against the wall and pinned me.